been along long time....

passed naplex, law. got married! yay!

need motivation to study...ugh.

so the idea of engagement was brought up with mom and dad and it did not go well...dumb traditions. if i had married a white guy or at least someone of non-viet descent, all this crap would be easier.

all i wanna do it cry.

not much studying today. i did, however, tape up over 20 boxes that will be stored at my inlaws for the yr. chieu cleaned out his shed (finally). i feel like such a nag with him, and i dont' want to be a nag. finished my invitations, took out recycling, went to church. all in all, productive, just not towards what really matters. the NAPLEX...now...i think i need to study.

its been an emotional couple of days...but then again, when am i not emotional? i'm such a girl in that way.

chieu told his dad that we wanted to get married....wow. things are happening for real now.

excited, happy and scared at the same time.

=D

easter weekend is over. it was alot of fun...

thursday - church and smokey bones for dinner
friday - we went driving on the blue ridge parkway, mill mountain park for a picnic and then shopping.
saturday - wafflehouse, window shopping, fishburn park. had montanos. delicioso. =D
sunday - great 611, went shopping, but everythings closed...haha. maggie moos. yummy stuff.

he left this morning, after deciding he only wanted to work 1/2 day after the alarm went off at 530am. oh well. i <3 him so.

miss him already and he left only 5 hours ago. =(

as i am sitting here, supposedly studying arrhythmias for the naplex and waiting for chieu to come...t-minus 6 hours, i realize more and more how lucky i am to have him in my life. i forget sometimes, how after being together for so long, the unspoken reassurances that are there. sometimes, i miss the excitement of a new relationship, the first date, the first kiss, all the nerves and the new relationship glow. but all that fades, and if you're lucky, a secure, honest, faithful relationship prevails. many times, i forget to appreciate all those things. today, i am very thankful.